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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    9:03 am
    @@@@@This was an evil omenShe had, indeed,
    @@@@@This was an evil omenShe had,
    indeed, scarcely the shadow of a hope to soothe her mind, and was
    reduced to so low and wan and trembling a condition, as no mother,
    not unkind, except MrsPrice could have overlooked, when the third
    day did bring the sickening knock, and a letter was again put into her
    handsIt bore the London postmark, and came from Edmund
    “Dear Fanny,—You know our present wretchednessMay God
    support you under your share! We have been here two days, but
    there is nothing to be doneThey cannot be tracedYou may not
    have heard of the last blow—Julia’s elopement; she is gone to Scot388
    Mansfield Park
    land with YatesShe left London a few hours before we entered it
    At any other time this would have been felt dreadfullyNow it seems
    nothing; yet it is an heavy aggravationMy father is not overpowered
    More cannot be hopedHe is still able to think and act; and I
    write, by his desire, to propose your returning homeHe is anxious
    to get you there for my mother’s sakeI shall be at Portsmouth the
    morning after you receive this, and hope to find you ready to set off
    for MansfieldMy father wishes you to invite Susan to go with you
    for a few monthsSettle it as you like; say what is proper; I am sure
    you will feel such an instance of his kindness at such a moment! Do
    justice to his meaning, however I may confuse itYou may imagine
    something of my present stateThere is no end of the evil let loose
    upon usYou will see me early by the mail
    Never had Fanny more wanted a cordialNever had she felt such
    a one as this letter containedTo-morrow! to leave Portsmouth tomorrow!
    She was, she felt she was, in the greatest danger of being
    exquisitely happy, while so many were miserableThe evil which
    brought such good to her! She dreaded lest she should learn to be
    insensible of
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
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    “I tell you, I simply don’t knowThere was nothing personalYou were not a person to me, you
    were simply an event that was part of a business arrangementStill, as I say, my woman was
    gone, and I’m an old man with limited time before mePerhaps a look in your eyes or a plea for
    your children—who knows, I might have turned the gucci backpack pistol on myselfThen again, I might not
    have
    “Jesus, you are a killer,” said the brother quietly
    “I am many things, monsieurI don’t ask forgiveness in this world; the other’s another question
    There were always circumstances—”
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    “Thank heavens I never had to argue before les tribunals; neither side is ever actually wrong The
    disbarred attorney chuckled“You see before you a felon, justly tried and justly convictedThe
    only exculpatory aspect of my crimes is that I was caught and so many others were not and are
    not
    “Perhaps we are related, after chanel silver all, Monsieur le Juge
    “By comparison, sir, my life is far closer to that of StThomas Aquinas—”
    “Blackmail,” interrupted Marie
    “No, actually the charge was malfeasanceAccepting remunerations for favorable decisions, that
    sort of thingMy God, we’re hound’s-tooth Boston! In New York City it’s standard procedure:
    Leave your money with the bailiff, enough for everyone
    “I’m rolex oyster perpetual daytona not referring to Boston, I’m talking about why you’re here
    “That’s an oversimplification but essentially correctAs I told you, the man who paid me to find
    out where you’d gone also paid me an additional large sum of money to keep the information to
    myselfUnder the circumstances, and because I have no pressing schedule of appointments, I
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    9:03 am
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    one madeIf it brc1 and Cat fell-she couldn't bear to think of it
    She did so wish Cat would invite her up into her roomShe tugged at
    the I again, hinting"Grainne will be expecting us, MommaWe cartier watch santos made
    a
    lot - noIse"All right, honey, I'm coming The wise woman looked no
    older, no different from the time Scarlett had seen herI'd even be
    willing to bet those are same shawls she was wearing, Scarlett
    thought
    Cat busied herself the small dark cottage, getting cups from fendi b their
    shelf, raking the a cient-smelling burning peat into a mound of glowing
    embers for kettleShe was very much at home"I'll fill the kettle
    at the she said as she carried it outsideGrainne watched her
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    a lonely soulI haven't the heart to send her away, for she - the
    right of it"She likes to
    be alone, she doesn't have to - lonelyI've asked her time and again
    if she'd like to have come play, and she always says no
    "It's a wise childThey try to stone her, but Dara is rolex watch prices too for
    them
    Scarlett couldn't believe she'd heard right"They do what?" children
    from the town, Grainne said placidly, hunted through woods for Dara,
    like a beastShe heard them, though, long they got to her
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    9:11 am
    @@@@@“It's not broken or anything, I don't
    @@@@@“It's not broken or anything, I don't think
    “Deep muscle bruise, at least,” he muttered“And how did this happen?”
    “Must have… landed on a rock when I fell“Okay, let's get you to Doc
    “Kyle needs him more than I do
    “I have to go find Doc anyway–or some helpI can't carry Kyle that far, but I can certainly carry
    you
    He turned abruptly and ducked back into the river roomI decided I wouldn't argue with himI
    wanted to see Walter before… Doc had promised to wait for meWould that first dose of
    painkiller wear off soon? My head swamThere was so much to worry about, and I was so tired
    The adrenaline had drained, leaving me empty
    Ian came back with the gunI frowned because this reminded me that I'd wished for it before
    Without thinking, he handed the gun to meI let it fall into my open palms, but I couldn't curl
    my hands around itI decided it was a suitable punishment, to have to carry the thing“How anyone could be afraid of you…” he mumbled to himself
    He picked me up easily and was moving before I was settledI tried to keep the tenderest
    parts–the back of my head, the back of my leg–from resting on him too hard
    “How'd your clothes get so wet?” he askedWe were passing under one of the fist-sized
    skylights, and I could see the hint of a grim smile on his pale lips
    “I don't know,” I muttered“Steam?”
    We passed into darkness a
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    9:02 am
    @@@@@ Sam, you gittin' itchy? A lazy
    @@@@@
    Sam, you gittin' itchy?
    A lazy somnolent pulsing in his loinsThe sun refracts from the hide of his horse, bathes his thighs in a lazy heat
    They're fixin' to start a National Guard outfit in Harper
    Yeah?
    Ah figger they'll be some women hangin' round the uniforms, an' ya git to do a lot of shootin'
    Maybe I'll go down with yaHe wheels his horse to the left and rides out to turn back a straggler

    The first time Croft ever killed a man he was in a National Guard uniformThere was a strike on at Lilliput in the oil fields, and some scabs had been hurt
    They called the Guard(The sonsofbitches started this strike come from up north, New YorkThey's some good boys in the oil fields but they got they heads turned by Reds, an' next thing they'll have ya kissin' niggers' asses The guardsmen made a line against the gate to the plant and stood sweating in a muggy summer sunThe pickets yelled and jeered at them
    Hey, drillers, they called out the Boy ScoutsThey're jus' company scabs too
    Croft stands in line with his mouth tightening
    They're gonna rush us, the soldier next to him says
    The Guard lieutenant is a haberdashery salesmanIf there're rocks being thrown you better lie down, menIf it should git real bad, fire a couple of rounds over their heads
    A stone lofts through the airThe crowd is sullen outside the gate, and every now and then one of them shouts some curses at the soldiers
    No sonofabitch'll talk to me that way, Croft says
    A rock strikes one of the soldiers, and they lie down on the ground and point their rifles above the heads of the advancing crowd
    Let's rip the place apart
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    9:03 am
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    “Now, see here! There’s blood on your bandage, the sutures—”
    “Get your ass on the floor!”
    “You’re not twenty-one, MrWebb—”
    “Get out of my life!” shouted Bourne, running to the entrance, letting himself outside, and
    rushing up the lighted path toward the main complex, suddenly aware of the deafening steel band,
    its sound amplified throughout the grounds by a score of speakers nailed to the trees
    The undulating cacophony was overwhelming, and that was not to his disadvantage, thought
    JasonAngus McLeod had been true to his wordThe huge Tiffany Bracelets glass-enclosed circular dining room
    held the few remaining guests and the fewer staff, and that meant the Chameleon had to change
    colorsHe knew the mind of the Jackal as well as he knew his own, and that meant that the assassin
    would do exactly what he himself would do under the circumstancesThe hungry, salivating wolf
    went into the cave of its confused, rabid quarry and pulled out the prized piece of meatSo would
    he, shedding the skin of the mythical chameleon, revealing a much larger beast of prey—say, a
    Bengal tiger—which could rip a jackal apart in his jawsWhy were the prada tote bag images important? Why?
    He knew why, and it filled him with a feeling of emptiness, a longing for something that had
    passed—he was no longer Delta, the feared guerrilla of Medusa; nor was he the Jason Bourne of
    Paris and the Far EastThe older, much older, David Webb kept intruding, invading, trying to find
    reason within insanity and violence
    No! Get away from me! You are nothing and I am everything! Go away, David, for Christ’s
    sake, go away
    Bourne spun off the path and ran across the harsh, sharp tropical grass toward the side entrance
    of the innInstantly, breathlessly, he cut his rolex oyster perpetual day-date pace to a walk at the sight of a figure coming through
    the door; then upon recognizing the man, he resumed runningIt was one of the few members of
    Tranquility’s staff he remembered and one of the few he wished he could forgetThe insufferable
    snob of an assistant manager named Pritchard, a loquacious bore, albeit hardworking, who never let
    anyone forget his family’s importance in Montserrat—especially an uncle who was deputy director
    of immigration, a not so incidental plus for Tranquility Inn, David Webb suspected
    “Pritchard!” shouted Bourne, approaching the man“Have you got the chanel ceramic watch bandages?”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    163
    “Why, sir!” cried the assistant manager, genuinely flusteredWe were told you
    left this afternoon—”
    “Oh, shit!”
    “Sir? Such condolences of sorrow so pain my lips—”
    “Just keep them shut, PritchardDo you understand me?”
    “Of course, I was not here this morning to greet you or this afternoon to bid you farewell and
    express my deepest feelings, for MrSaint Jay asked me to work this evening, through the night,
    actually—”
    “Pritchard, I’m in a hurryGive me the bandages and don’t tell anyone—anyone—that you saw
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    9:11 am
    @@@@@We sat on the pineysmelling lakeporch,
    @@@@@We sat on the pineysmelling
    lakeporch, looked out at the lake, and
    nibbled sandwichesIt was past Labor Day by then,
    most of the floating toys put away for another
    yearThere was also a bottle of wine in the
    22
    hamper, but I only drank a littleOn top of the
    pain medication, alcohol hit me hard; a single
    beer could turn me into a slurring drunkThe
    girls - the young women - finished the rest
    between them, and it loosened them upMelinda,
    back from France for the second time since my
    argument with the crane and not happy about it,
    asked me if all adults in their fifties had these
    unpleasant regressive interludes, did she have
    that to look forward toIlse, the younger, began
    to cry, leaned against me, and asked why it
    couldn't be like it was, why couldn't we - meaning
    her mother and me - be like we wereLin told her
    this wasn't the time for Illy's patented Baby Act,
    and Illy gave her the finger
    Lin's temper and Ilse's tears weren't pleasant,
    but they were honest, and as familiar to me as the
    mole on Ilse's chin or the faint vertical frownline,
    which in time would deepen into a groove,
    between Lin's eyes
    Linnie wanted to know what I was going to do, and
    I told her I didn't knowI'd come a long distance
    toward deciding to end my own life, but I knew
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    that if I did it, it must absolutely look like an
    accidentI would not leave these two young women,
    just starting out in their lives, carrying the
    residual guilt of their father's suicideNor
    would I leave a load of guilt behind for the woman
    with whom I had once shared a milkshake in bed,
    both of us naked and laughing and listening to the
    Plastic Ono Band on the stereo
    After they'd had a chance to vent - after a full
    and complete exchange of feelings, in DrKamenspeak
    - my memory is that we had a pleasant
    afternoon, looking at old photo albums and
    reminiscing about the pastI think we even
    laughed some more, but not all memories of my
    other life are to be trustedWireman says when it
    comes to the past, we all stack the deck
    Ilse wanted us all to go out to dinner, but Lin
    had to meet someone at the Public Library before
    it closed, and I said I didn't feel much like
    hobbling anywhere; I thought I'd read a few
    chapters of the latest John Sandford and then go
    to bedThey kissed me - all friends again - and
    then left
    24
    Two minutes later, Ilse came back"I told Linnie
    I forgot my keys," she said
    "I take it you didn't," I saidDaddy, would you ever hurt Mom? I mean, now?
    On purpose?"
    I shook my head, but that wasn't good enough for
    herI could tell by the way she just stood there,
    looking me in the eyeI'd-"
    "You'd what, Daddy?"
    "I was going to say I'd cut my own arm off first,
    but all at once that seemed like a really bad
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
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    “Help me up?” I asked
    He put his arm carefully around my shoulders and folded me up in one stiff piece, minimizing
    the ache in my sideI could feel something foreign on the skin there, tight and rigid
    “Thanks,” I said, a little breathlessI touched my side with my free louis vuitton prices hand
    Something adhered to my skin, under my shirt“Are my ribs broken, then?”
    “Doc's not sureHe's doing as much as he can
    “I feel bad… that I used to not like him,” I admitted“Of course you didn'tI'm amazed you can like any of us
    “You've got that turned around,” I mumbled, kelly bag hermes and dug my teeth into the hard rollI chewed
    mechanically and then swallowed, setting the bread down as I waited to see how it hit my
    stomach
    “Not very appetizing, I know,” Ian said“Just testing–to see if the nausea's really passed
    “Maybe something more appealing…”
    I logo louis vuitton looked at him, curious, but I couldn't see his faceI listened to a sharp crackle and a ripping
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    Something touched my lip, and I crunched into the delicacy he offered
    “I've been dreaming about this I sighed as chloe dior I chewedHe put the bag in my hands
    I downed the contents of the small bag quickly, and then finished my roll, seasoned by the
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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    9:02 am
    @@@@@ "You're fuggin ay," Red shoutedLiquor
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    "You're fuggin ay," Red shoutedLiquor seldom made him happyIt recalled in his mind a monotonous suite of dingy barrooms and men drinking quietly, looking with resignation into the bottom of their shot glassesFor an instant he could see again the opaque rings of the glass baseHe closed his eyes and the rings seemed to flow into his brainHe felt himself sway drunkenly, and he opened his eyes, and sat upright fiercely"Fug ya, all of ya," he said
    They paid no attention to himWilson looked around and saw Goldstein sitting alone at the next tent, writing a letterAbruptly, it seemed shameful to Wilson for them to drink without including anyone else in the squadFor a few seconds he watched Goldstein scribbling busily with a pencil, moving his lips soundlessly as he wroteWilson decided that he liked Goldstein but he was vaguely irritated that Goldstein did not drink with themThat Goldstein's a good fella, he said to himself, but he's kind of a stick-in-the-mudIt seemed to Wilson that Goldstein was missing a very fundamental understanding of life
    "Hey, Goldstein," he roared, "come over here
    Goldstein looked up, and smiled diffidently"Well, thanks, but I'm writing a letter to my wife now His voice was mild, but it had an expectant fearful quality in it as if he knew he would be abused
    "Aw, forget that ol' letter," Wilson said, "it'll wait
    Goldstein sighed, stood up, and walked over"What do you want?" he askedIt seemed an absurd question to him"Ah, hell, have a drinkWhat do ya think Ah asked ya for?"
    Goldstein hesitatedHe had heard that the liquor made in the jungle stills was often poisonou
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    9:03 am
    @@@@@Her aunts must take her for a foolShe knew
    @@@@@Her aunts must take her for a foolShe knew why they
    didn't want her to wear her capeThey were just like the Old Guard in
    AtlantaA person had to be shabby like them to be respectableShe
    noticed Eulalie eyeing the fashionable feather-trimmed hat she was
    wearing, and her jaw hardened belligerentlyIf she had to face
    Rhett's
    mother, at least she would do it in style"Let's be olf, then," said
    Eulalie, capitulating
    Susie pulled the big door open, and Scarlett followed her aunts out
    into the bright dayShe gasped when she stepped down from the
    entranceIt was like May, not NovemberSun reflected warmth from
    the white crushed shell of the path and settled on her shoulders like a
    weightless blanketShe tilted her chin up to feel it on her face and
    her eyes closed in sensuous pleasure"Oh, Aunties, this feels
    wonderful," she said"I hope your carriage has a fold-down top"Dear child," Eulalie said, "there's not a living soul
    in Charleston with a carriage any more, except for Sally Brewton
    "There are carriages, Sister," Pauline corrected"The carpetbaggers
    have them
    "You could hardly call the carpetbaggers 'living souls,' Sister
    Soulless is what they are, else they couldn't be carpetbaggers
    "Vultures," Pauline agreed with a sniff"Buzzards," said Eulalie
    The sisters laughed againScarlett laughed with themThe beautiful
    day was making her feel almost giddy with delight
    Nothing could possibly go wrong on a day like t
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    9:12 am
    @@@@@ “No,” said Bourne quietly, shaking his
    @@@@@
    “No,” said Bourne quietly, shaking his head
    “Don’t say that to me,” protested the mother, anger flashing in her eyes
    “Three hours ago in the Rivoli changed everythingNothing’s the same nowDon’t you
    understand that?”
    “I understand that my children are several thousand miles away from me and I intend to reach
    themDon’t you understand that?”
    “Of course I do, I just can’t allow it,” answered JasonBourne!”
    “Will you listen to me? You’ll talk to Johnny and to Jamie—we’ll both talk to them—but not
    from here and not while they’re on the island?”
    “I’m calling Alex in a few minutes and telling him to get all of them out of there, including Mrs
    Marie had stared at her husband, suddenly understanding“Oh, my God, Carlos!”
    “YesAs of this noon he’s got only one place to zero in on—TranquilityIf he doesn’t know
    now, he’ll learn soon enough that Jamie and Alison are with JohnnyI trust your brother and his
    personal Tonton Macoute, but I still want them away from there before it’s night in the islandsI
    also don’t know if Carlos has sources in the island’s trunk lines that could trace a call between there
    and here, but I do know that Alex’s phone is sterileThat’s why you can’t call now
    “Then, for God’s sake, call Alex! What the hell are you waiting for?”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    299
    “I’m not sure For a moment there was a blank, panicked look in her husband’s eyes—they
    were the eyes of David Webb, not Jason Bourne“I have to decide—where do I send the kids?”
    “Alex will know, Jason,” said Marie, her own eyes leveled steadily on his The veiled, vacuous look passed and Bourne reached for the
    phone
    Alexander Conklin was not in Vienna, Virginia, UInstead, there was the monotonic voice
    of a recorded operator that had the effect of crashing thunder“The telephone number you have
    called is no longer in service
    He had placed the call twice again, believing in desperate hope that an error had been made by
    the French telephone serviceThen bolts of lightning followed: “The telephone number you have
    called is no longer in serv
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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    She lifted the hand she'd caressed my head with
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    I saw Wireman mouth: Don't cartier watches women tire her out!
    "Why don't I give you a quick tour of the rest and
    then get you a cold drink?" I asked her, and now
    Wireman was nodding and giving me a thumb-and720
    forefinger circle"It's hot in here, even with
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    Edgar?"
    "Yes?"
    "Save the ship paintings for the lastAfter them
    I'll need a drinkPerhaps in the officeJust one,
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    "You've got it," I said, and edged my way back to
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    9:03 am
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    This group of educated middle class subscribes to the "diversify" dogma put out by mutual fund brokers and financial planners
    The real tragedy is that the lack of early financial education is what creates the risk faced by average middle class peopleThe reason they have to play it safe is because their financial positions are tenuous at best Their balance sheets are not balancedThey are loaded with liabilities, with no real assets that generate incomeTypically, their only source of income is their paycheckTheir livelihood becomes entirely dependent on their employer
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    9:02 am
    @@@@@He learns to smoke a pipe, is introduced to
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    The brothel is expensive, catering to the collegeHe has heard of it before, is drunk enough to acquit himself without fearAfterward in the college quadrangle he singsOnce in a while, get it, Father Perkins
    You're a good sonofabitch
    He never means to slip, he has the best intentions in the world, but somehow drafting, freshman trig, freshman physics, etc is a little less vital than he has imaginedHe tries to study, but there are better thingsA man wants to get out after spending the whole afternoon in a lab
    The glamour of getting plastered on beers in the local tavern, the long deep conversationI got a girl, Gert, I tell you she can't be beatShe's beautiful, look at her pictureIt's a goddam shame the helling around I do, cheating on her and writing lovey-dovey letters
    Hell, boy, she ain't missin' any bets either
    Now, don't say that, or I'm gonna take offenseShe's pretty goddam pure
    All right, all right, just take it from my point of viewWhat she don't know won't hurt her
    He considers this, begins to giggleI gotta tell ya the truth, that's the way I feel about it

    I wish I could tell you boys (slightly drunk) just what the hell this is all gonna mean to us years from nowWe're storin' up memories, and that's a f
    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
    9:38 am
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    floor for dancingThe hours Scarlett passed in those bare rooms that
    Saturday were among the happiest she'd ever knownWithin the
    family
    the O 'Haras shared love and happiness as freely and unconsciously as
    they shared the air they breathedScarlett felt within her the growth
    of something she had lost too long ago to rememberShe became,
    like
    them, unaffected and spontaneous and open to carefree joyShe
    could
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    battles for conquest and dominance that were part of being a belle in
    Southern societyShe had no need to charm or conquer; she was
    welcome
    as she was, one of the familyFor the first time in her life she was
    willing to relinquish the spotlight to let someone else be the center
    of attentionThe others were fascinating to her, primarily because
    they were her new-found family, but also because she'd never known
    anyone like them in her lifeScarlett looked at
    Maureen, with Brian and Daniel making music behind her, Helen new cartier and
    Mary
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    and for a moment it was as if the vivid redheads were the youthful
    Tarletons come back to lifeThe twins, tall and handsome, the girls
    squirming with juvenile impatience to move on to the next adventure
    life held for themScarlett had always envied the Tarleton girls
    their freeand-easy ways with their motherNow she saw the same
    easiness between Maureen and her childrenAnd she knew that she,
    too,
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    around
    herAt that moment Scarlett's near-worship of her serene,
    self-contained mother shivered and suffered a tiny crack, and she
    began
    to free herself of the guilt she'd always felt because she couldn't
    live up to her mother's teachingsPerhaps it was all right if she
    wasn't a perfect lady
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    After the formal rituals of Charleston's balls, the spontaneous
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    the
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    strange way, a rightness to learning from a seven-year-old childAnd
    a rightness to the outspoken encouragement and even the teasing of
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    She absorbed the idea slowly, thinking it throughThey'd kill us immediately
    I tried to swallow, to wash the taste of terror from my dry mouth
    There won't be anyone elseHow could there be?she reasonedour kind are far too thorough
    Only someone already in hiding would have had a chanceSo let's go check it out–you're sure
    there are none of you, and I'm sure there are none of meMaybe we can find something helpful,
    something we can use as a weapon
    I shuddered at her thoughts of sharp knives and long metal tools that could be turned into
    clubsHow did such spineless creaturesbeatus?
    Stealth and superior numbersAny one of you, even your young, is a hundred times as
    dangerous as one of usBut you're like one termite in an anthillThere are millions of us, all
    working together in perfect harmony toward our goal
    Again, as I described the unity, I felt the dragging sense of panic and disorientationWho was
    I?
    We kept to the creosote as we approached the little structureIt looked to be a house, just a
    small shack beside the road, with no hint at all of any other purposeThe reason for its location
    here was a mystery–this spot had nothing to offer but emptiness and heat
    There was no sign of recent habitationThe door frame gaped, doorless, and only a few shards
    of glass clung to the empty window framesDust gathered on the threshold and spilled inside
    The gray weathered walls seemed to lean away from the wind, as if it always blew from the
    same direction here
    I was able to contain my anxiety as I walked hesitantly to the vacant door frame; we must be
    just as alone here as we had been all day and all yesterday
    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
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    "Shoot it!" Jack screamedAnd beyond him, I saw the heron
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    enormous smile
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    Monday, December 6th, 2010
    9:17 am
    @@@@@I can stand it no longer, and I think, I may
    @@@@@I can stand it no longer, and I think, I may say, that nothing
    shall ever tempt me to it again; but one good thing I have just
    ascertained: it is the very room for a theatre, precisely the shape and
    length for it; and the doors at the farther end, communicating with
    each other, as they may be made to do in five minutes, by merely
    moving the bookcase in my father’s room, is the very thing we could
    have desired, if we had sat down to wish for it; and my father’s room
    will be an excellent greenroomIt seems to join the billiard-room
    on purpose
    “You are not serious, Tom, in meaning to act?” said Edmund, in a
    low voice, as his brother approached the fire
    111
    Jane Austen
    “Not serious! never more so, I assure youWhat is there to surprise
    you in it?”
    “I think it would be very wrongIn a general light, private theatricals
    are open to some objections, but as we are circumstanced, I
    must think it would be highly injudicious, and more than injudicious
    to attempt anything of the kindIt would shew great want of
    feeling on my father’s account, absent as he is, and in some degree
    of constant danger; and it would be imprudent, I think, with regard
    to Maria, whose situation is a very delicate one, considering everything,
    extremely delicate
    “You take up a thing so seriously! as if we were going to act three
    times a week till my father’s return, and invite all the countryBut it
    is not to be a display of that sortWe mean nothing but a little
    amusement among ourselves, just to vary the scene, and exercise
    our powers in something newWe want no audience, no publicity
    We may be trusted, I think, in chusing some play most perfectly
    unexceptionable; and I can conceive no greater harm or danger to
    any of us in conversing in the elegant written language of some
    respectable author than in chattering in words of our ownI have
    no fears and no scruplesAnd as to my father’s being absent, it is so
    far from an objection, that I consider it rather as a motive; for the
    expectation of his return must be a very anxious period to my mother;
    and if we can be the means of amusing that anxiety, and keeping up
    her spirits for the next few weeks, I shall think our time very well
    spent, and so, I am sure, will heIt is a very anxious period for her
    As he said this, each looked towards their motherLady Bertram,
    sunk back in one corner of the sofa, the picture of health, wealth,
    ease, and tranquillity, was just falling into a gentle doze, while Fanny
    was getting through the few difficulties of her work for her
    Edmund smiled and shook his head
    “By Jove! this won’t do,” cried Tom, throwing himself into a chair
    with a hearty laugh“To be sure, my dear mother, your anxiety—I
    was unlucky there
    “What is the matter?” asked her ladyship, in the heavy tone of
    one half-roused; “I was not asleep
    “Oh dear, no, ma’am, nobody suspected you! Well, Edmund,” he
    continued, returning to the former subject, posture, and voice, as
    112
    Mansfield Park
    soon as Lady Bertram began to nod again, “but this I will maintain,
    that we shall be doing no harm
    “I cannot agree with you; I am convinced that my father would
    totally disapprove it
    “And I am convinced to the contraryNobody is fonder of the
    exercise of talent in young people, or promotes it more, than my
    father, and for anything of the acting, spouting, reciting kind, I
    think he has always a decided t
    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
    9:03 am
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    All through the afternoon they straggled forward, toiling up the gentler slopes, proceeding from rock to rock when the walls of the mountain became sheererThey traveled from one ridge to another, stumbled painfully along the slanting inclines of minor knolls, slipped and fell many times when they passed over swatches of moist clayThe mountain seemed eternally to rear above themThey glimpsed its upper slopes through the fog of their effort, followed one another up the unending serpentines, and plodded along gratefully whenever their route was level for a time
    Minetta and Wyman and Roth were the most wretchedFor several hours they had been at the tail of the column, keeping up to the men ahead with the greatest difficulty, and there was a bond between the three of themMinetta and Wyman felt sorry for Roth, liked him because he was even more helpless than theyAnd Roth looked to them for support, knew in the knowledge of fatigue that they would not scorn him because they were only a little less prostrated than he
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    But, even with this, he was breakingThere came a point where his legs would no longer functionEven when he stood still they were close to buckling under himToward the end of the afternoon he began to collapseIt was a slow process, dragging out through a series of pratfalls, a progression of stumbling and sliding and finally of dropping prostrateHe began to tumble every few hundred feet and the men in the platoon waited gratefully while he forced himself slowly to his feet, and staggered on againBut each fall came a little more quickly than the one that had preceded itRoth moved forward almost unconsciously, his legs buckling at every misstepAfter a half hour he could no longer get up without assistance, and each step he took was doubtful, uncertain, like an infant walking alone across a roo
    Friday, December 3rd, 2010
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    "Thank God," Scarlett said to ColumShe thanked God, too, that
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    was thereWhy did he have to go away so much? She'd missed him
    this
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    had
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    don't think I could bear it
    "You must go, Scarlett
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    She looked at Colum with desperation, but his face was setThere
    was
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    Daniel that there wasn't enough room for all of them
    Scarlett heard the words "The O 'Hara," saw a path open for her
    She wished with all her heart that the honor would go awayBut she
    walked in with her head bent, determined to do the right thing by
    Daniel"He's in deville watch the parlor," said SeamusScarlett steeled
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    The eerie wailing was coming from there
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